Day 47

Sometimes I write these with all the confidence in the world that there are some people out there reading my words (hello, 8 followers!). Other days, I just feel so tired and devoid of anything truly valuable to share that I just want to type whatever comes into my head. Like, I think my life is sorely lacking in passion these days. Take it as you will, I feel stable and calm and fairly centered the majority of the time but, dear gods, doesn't that sound boring at the same time it sounds peaceful? I don't miss the roller coaster. I'd just like some spice.