Day 151

I feel like I should have something to say but that the heat has affected my brain. Either that or I'm in shock due to having a three day weekend. It's still continuing silent around here with the exception of my mother sending me a 'poke' on facebook and calling without leaving a message today. I only know I feel an apology is in order and that I'm not settling for less this time. Beyond that I feel like I don't have anything to say at the moment. I'm feeling less stressed as the days go by. And, I wonder at times if that's a sign of some inner coldness on my part or, instead, an indicator of the negative influence she's had on me. *sigh* Time to turn on the A/C, methinks. More tomorrow, probably.